Down the Rabbit Hole

Down the Rabbit Hole

By Holly Madison

  • Release Date : 2015-06-23
  • Genre : Biography
  • FIle Size : 10.10 MB
Score: 4.5
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Down the Rabbit Hole The shocking, never-before-told story of the bizarre world inside the legendary Playboy Mansion—and, finally, the secret truth about the man who holds the key—from one of the few people who truly knows: Hef’s former #1 girlfriend and star of The Girls Next Door

A spontaneous decision at age twenty-one transformed small-town Oregon girl Holly Sue Cullen into Holly Madison, Hugh Hefner’s #1 girlfriend. But like Alice’s journey into Wonderland, after Holly plunged down the rabbit hole, what seemed like a fairytale life inside the Playboy Mansion—including A-list celebrity parties and her own #1-rated television show for four years—quickly devolved into an oppressive routine of strict rules, manipulation, and battles with ambitious, backstabbing bunnies. Life inside the notorious Mansion wasn’t a dream at all—and quickly became her nightmare. After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide.

But instead of ending her life, Holly chose to take charge of it.

In this shockingly candid and surprisingly moving memoir, this thoughtful and introspective woman opens up about life inside the Mansion, the drugs, the sex, the abuse, the infamous parties, and her real behind-the-scenes life with Bridget, Kendra, and, of course, Mr. Playboy himself.

With great courage, Holly shares the details of her subsequent troubled relationship, landing her own successful television series, and the hard work of healing, including her turn on Dancing with the Stars. A cautionary tale and a celebration of personal empowerment, Down the Rabbit Hole reminds us of the importance of fighting for our dreams—and finding the life we deserve.


  • The gossips the only interesting part!

    By Raving penguin
    It was only the gossip and play boy stuff that makes this book. As soon as she talked about her new venture peep show or hollys world in the second half I was skipping paragraphs. I found the feeling Holly wanted to the reader to feel sorry for her but I ended up feeling she was fake and self indulgent.
  • Amazing!

    By Aks96
    Love this book and holly! I believe every word of this autobiography is sincere and truthful, you only need look, at Hugh Hefner to see he is not programmed correctly, well done on doing so well for yourself Holly and your family is beautiful! Thank you for writing this it's helped me a lot....I was a big GND and Holly's World fan but could always see things weren't as they were portrayed! Great book, can't recommend enough I've read the whole thing cover to cover in just over a day! Interesting read and can totally understand why it's a bestseller!
  • Perfect read

    By Blissandbeau
    Loved holly for so many years - her story is so heart breaking yet inspiring, so pleased she finally got her happy ending! A completely different reality to what I had thought 9 years ago watching GND! Absolutely brilliant read! X
  • Good read

    By Nat_Hughes
    Couldn't put it down read in two days you will be shocked
  • Amazing!

    By Carlyw21
    Just couldn’t put this book down. Finished it in two days, loved it!
  • Brilliant

    By Myav11
    Loved this book couldn't put it down.
  • Brilliant

    By Vhg hhb
    Couldn't put this book down, gutted I've finished it!
  • A good read

    By Gman3759
    Thoroughly enjoyed this book. There are aspects of the book (with the other playmates) where I felt she is less forth coming about her unpleasant behaviour to girls, focusing mainly on their relentless abuse. However the book comes across honest and engaging. I couldn't put it down. Anyone familiar with abusive relationships will understand that Holly's with Hefner was a classic case of psychological abuse. So pleased for her that she found her self worth.
  • Loved it!

    By Becky292
    Good for Holly making a successful career and never giving up! I really enjoyed reading this and finished it in just two days.
  • Brilliant

    By Kyla Downton
    Couldn't put it down.